First I want to state we are here because we love Savs, Ben and Andrew and I have stated that over and over on here and in the game.
I don't refuse the award because it is always good to pad my resume in this economy... jk. we don't refuse the award because we don't think a few horrible mis-statements by us, don't want to place more blame on one than the other, about Ben because we didn't understand what heppened and he didn't tell us but instead just disappeared really shocked us.
At first I thought he was just joking as did Mary Beth but after an hour or more went by and we didn't hear anything at all about the reasons behind making us jump and all that we thought we got punk'd.
Never, ever doubt Ben or Sam and I can't go on much more about that because he's my best bud on here and he's helped me more than anyone save for Savs and we have been on here a year in April or so. Maybe before that but before it was mainly just my two twins playing the game on here and they are below five years old.
We love the game and we are both horribly addicted to it to the point where we have neglected our kids and put them up for adoption in case anyone is interested in them I can send photos.
Just kidding of course. We were just touring Boys Town and had no intention of leaving the boys there but it did help them start behaving a LOT better.. That really works.. WOW... again jk.
I am sorry Ben for the offensive stance I took towards you because that is only the way I get on the field back in the day and those days are past... sadly.
I hurt a friend and I hurt the people who I care about most. I hurt rach. savs, and my bro ben who has been through H and back with me. I will say Mary Beth is awaiting news on an incredible promotion to see if she got it, she should as teacher of the year imo, and I am just over a very stressful month awaiting results on whether my mother has cancer. My father has passed at a young age and I carried this crowd on my back including two sisters and a young mom all my life through college where i earned a degree and scholarship playing football.
Now I am a systems engineer in QC and I am honored to help with the local high school football program. We help in the community when we can, especially Mary Beth but when she gets her feathers ruffled she does have red hair and knows how to use it.
Sometimes we say things we dont mean about people we would never hurt. The computer allows us to do this anonymously and I wish it were not that way because I prefer to let people know who I am but Mary Beth discourages that because of all that goes on with the internet and teachers are not allowed to have facebook or ******* pages in our state anyway.
I do plan to put up a page about me in the near future
Thanks guild for the honor and the award. We dont deserve it based on the after math but take my advice and know that if Ben ever asks you to jump through a few hoops for you and then disappears without explanation you need to trust him. I didn't and neither did Mary Beth. We don't deserve the guild we are in.
I should have known better and I didn't. I hurt Savs, Ben and rachel and I simply need time to get over that and I don't know if it will happen. I hurt my best friend on here. My best friend. That is killing me right now and I need time to evaluate how I will handle that. Ok Im better now.
That seemed like forever. I was in time out. My kids were making faces at me and hassling me cause I put myself in time out.
I am sorry ben but you had me that time Bro. I hardly ever get on here anymore and I got bit. I'm sorry Ben. Im sorry.
Thanks again EVERYONE and I will forever be in PIC. I love the guild and every single soul in it EVERYONe and so does Mary Beth who is asleep right now and I don't want to wake her to tell her because Im afraid she will hit me.... again..
Good night all and thanks again and God Bless
dog, ben firespinner, marybethmmo and golden rule.
this is me and Ben in my mind having a drink and forgiving and one day forgetting...